Felt so much better now. For now, I'm motivated to do well for my attachment. Haha. Glad that I could now continue working hard for this attachment. Hoped I'll be consistent in maintaining my optimistic outlook. And also, others like perseverance and working consistently in my daily revision too. :)

It's weird to talk abt this. Shld I say this? Hmm. I hoped after writing this, there will nt be too much commotion. At times, I tried to laugh or at least smile polietly when I was involved in conversation with little jokes. Most ppl laughed but surprisingly, I find it hard to smile. Even when I tried to, it's only a forced smile that seem so fake. As the saying goes, in order to get along with ppl; one has to smile genuinely and treat ppl with politeness at appropriate circumtances without saying things or giving response that put ppl down. If one can achieve that, he/she is a successful being.

It takes a lot of courage and perseverance to change. Not really abt changing my personality as a whole but most imptly, the external attitude. But unfortunately, it's being misunderstood as in changing in terms of personality.

Recently, I understood the importance of grasping, recognising and responding fast to the correct moments of opportunity in my work and studies. Maybe it isn't too late for me huh? ;)

After writing this entry, I felt so much better. Really. It's probably my purpose of continuing with blogging. Haha. :) After writing this entry, it's easier for me to understand myself better. :)

*Readers, pls do nt misunderstand. By writing this, I'm nt pinpointing to anyone in particular. Nor it's about being too concerned abt other ppl's comments. But most imptly, it's for the sake of my future, so tat easier for me to survive well in society lah. Thats wat I mean. Get it? :)

That all I have to say.